This month of September has been really weird for me. From the onset of the piercing cold of winter to new symptoms of very bad joint pains, fevers, and excess tiredness. There is so much stuff going on with me… The bad things are that my health has been suffering, physically and mentally. I feel like I am having a really hard time right now. It’s mostly physically because my joint pain has been very intense. The joints that are bothering me is my wrists, hips, knees, and ankles. The pain is usually very intense, it is like throbbing pain that hurts so bad to move my joints. It is very hard, but I do not know if it’s caused by my muscles or joints, so the doctor ordered some x-rays of both of my wrists.
Why do they hurt?
My emotions are also very intense and running very high since I am in so much pain. It’s is more like me wanting to be left alone because I just want this pain to go away. School is so much fun and I enjoy it but I am not sure how I feel sometimes. My mind sometimes gets overwhelmed with random thoughts which is scary, but I usually talk myself out of it. Sometimes I don’t know what to do when I feel this way, that is why I take lots of breaks and try to squeeze in some anime for the day to get my mind off of things. I just hope that everything will get figured out so that I can feel better…
The good thing is I am going to a volunteer tour on October 1st. I am super excited to go because I want to have more opportunities to to be involved in the community. Plus I want to be able to spend my time helping animals. My dream to become a vet tech and work with different animals including domestic, equine, and maybe exotic. I feel if I volunteer it would be a step closer for more experience and working with different types of animals, but when I am a vet tech I know that I have to work any kind of animals, so I am prepared for anything.
For English Class I took the Briggs Myers test. I remember this test for camp because we tried to figure out how to get the result for this test. I found out that I am one of the rarest personality types which is INTJ. I think that it is very cool how my personality can fit into one of the rarest types. I guess it shows that I am special and that I am able to do great things in this world.
I- Introverted (quiet and reserved. They generally prefer interacting with a few close friends rather than a wide circle of acquaintances)
N-Intuition(more abstract than concrete. They focus their attention on the big picture rather than the details and on future possibilities rather than immediate realities)
T-Thinking (tend to value objective criteria above personal preference or sentiment. When making decisions they generally give more weight to logic than to social considerations)
J-Judgement-(tend to approach life in a structured way, planning and organizing their world to achieve their goals) This is all very true and it sounds just like me!
Briggs Myers MBTI chart form the anime Soul Eater!!